Tuesday, December 04, 2007

Everything's fine...I'm just having a meltdown



So it's one of those days. Everything is due this week; I have finals next week; I am tired; I am sick; I am at my wits end with my right eye: it hurts and it is no longer allowing me to wear make-up: the one thing that gives me solace and makes me feel human on bad days ... and to tip the scales ... I discovered my ring missing at approximately 11:47am today (I swear I had it this morning...maybe I didn't...anyways...I went to pretty drastic measures to find it...all of which were failed attempts. I am torn between letting go (realizing it is a lost cause) and hoping one of those Chicken Soup for the Soul stories will happen to me and I will find it growing around a carrot in my future garden somewhere (you're right, I'll just give up...it makes me sound less crazy).

*breath* *breath* *breath*

I have lost all ability to emotionally cope at this time. I realize I am being dramatic; but, please, just allow me one this time.

Please join me on tomorrow's complaint-less edition, where I will highly medicated and happily institutionalized.

8 comments:

Jason said...

And so folks, we learn that Kira is, indeed human. I was beginning to wonder if you have ever had a bad day in your life. Ummm, let me ask, did you mean your wedding ring? Wow. What a yucky day. But it's okay....go ahead and finish that meltdown. You'll be better soon.

Karie said...

Ky was talking to me this morning and said "I'll bet Paul is glad you didn't want a diamond now"

you have a lot on your plate right now babe.....you will be fine....you can do hard things!(and this is hard!)

Just think about what peace you will have after finals!!!! yippy!

I hope your eye feels better!

nicole said...

When it rains...it POURS, doesn't it? Your wedding ring? Oh kira, I'm so sorry.

Laura said...

okay we are starting tonight in the basement and we will turn the house upside down looking for it. where do you ususally take it off? where have you been? let's start calling around. this is serious. And i will bring you dinner tonight!! and I am being Serious!!! do you want me to cook? or get take out? I promise this is for real!!!!

Katrine said...

Oh man, girl. I hate days like that! And I know personally about how eye infections can distract you and make you feel like you're going crazy! It's so frustrating! Paul can buy you a new ring. He's rich. And you'll get that 92% on your finals. You're smart. And how come everyone makes you food? I never get food! Feel better soon!

jlo said...

Kira,
I hope today was better. Since you can't wear make up...put on a hat. I think that'll make you feel better!!
Your bloggin' BFF,
JLO

Laura said...

I am so game to do dinner with you anytime. we should start combining alot more. plus it makes others jealous!!

Daughter of the King said...

in the midst of your only HUMAN EXPOSURE, you still are the most adorable thing I have ever seen.

I know this is an old post, but I am glad you are ok....

In Him~